Relaxing

"No, but...." She suddenly got very frustrated. "Look, I don't know how to explain, okay? I don't know what to think or what to do or anything!"

Sarah put a hand on Maynin's shoulder. "Just calm down for a moment alright? Just sit here quiet for a few minutes and we can talk a little more alright?"

"Fine."

Sarah smiled. "I am not the group's therapist for no reason."

"Please don't act as a therapist.....we don't get along. Just be Sarah, okay?"

Sarah laughed. "I don't. They just gave me that nickname because I am the one that always talks and help people with their problems."

"Right then, if you really think you have to." She said as she leaned against whatever was left of the wall.

Sarah's face changed a little at that. "I don't do it because I feel the need to. I do it because I want to help my friends and see them happy. It's not like I am getting anything out of it besides seeing people get better."

She shrugged. "I've heard that same thing quite a few times, I believe you though."

Sarah blinked. "Thank you?" She then shook her head. "Alright..first off I need to ask you. Why is being like others bad to you?"

"Because I'm me and I want to be the only one. I tire of the cliche all to fast." She looked at her. "A friend asked me a question once, I want to ask you before we go on."

"Alright. Shoot."

"Its a simple one. But I hated it. If there was an exact copy of you, what are you to do with it?"

"I will tell you something right now. I have sort of dealt with that. Riza is an exact copy of my husband. He has the same thought process, looks, ki signature, everything.....but he isn't Kasmis. Tomorrow you could turn into me, yet you would still be Maynin, not Sarah. Even clones are different than who they are originally created from. They will only be you for one instant before their experiences change them into someone different from you."

"That's not the point. In this case it's the exsact. Feelings, thoughts, everything. But Never mind, let's move on."

"And what I am saying is that that is a impossibility. But if there was I would do nothing. I have no right to tell another being how to live it's life. But anyway yes, lets continue."

Maynin actually looked a bit angry, still thinking about the response her half friend had given her all those years ago. "Right, you ask."

"You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. Do you actually fear another being like you?"

"What? No way! She just made a good counter that got me thinking. And I didn't like it at all."

"Thinking about what exactly?"

"........pass..."

"Alright. I want to ask you the same question you asked me."

She growled. "I said I would kill it. She told me it wasn't possible, and even if that I would only destroy us both." She looked away. "And that I'd have to learn to live with it."

"Why would you kill it? If you aren't afraid of there being another like you then what reason would you have to destroy it?"

"I'm not afraid that there will be another person like me. I just don't like it. Plus, the copy would think the same, and try to kill me first. Can't you see? It's a vicious circle based on a stupid mindset I can't let go of."